Below are the 11 most recent journal entries recorded in blizz127's LiveJournal:

Monday, October 9th, 2006
10:46 pm	GAMESTOP HERE I COME! I got hired at gamestop!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooo things just couldn't get any better i swear!! i work with about 4 other people not under the age of 21 so things are going to be awsome there. Shit i can't wait to start!! I'm so glad i'm out of that backstabbing drama money screwing theater. My check turned out 200 dollars LESS then what i usually get, hmmm think they were theiving hours from me but whatever. Thats another reason i'm glad i'm gone, those bastards always messed with my hours, that shit hole doesn't know anything about running a business. Gabe's last day is thursday i'm glad he's come with me lol, everyones leaving now and i doubt the staff will be as close as we were. Oh well i'm moving on to a better life and no more of this drama crap. Oh and apparently Aaron chose his little girl Amy over me for SOME odd reason. I dont know where this choice even came up? lol. Oh well he'll have his karma when she endsup fucking around with him, i'll just sit back and laugh. We've been friends for three years and he lets some girl walk in drop it, but that smy fault for making friends with children. I've putup with him and his "joke insults" but he doesn't put with my "jokes" either. Oh well, i've made two new better friends and continuing to make more ;) lifes been happier and all these "syndromes" i have ended up just being the theater i'm fully better now. Well except for the ADHD LOL. Until next time Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 1st, 2006
7:59 pm	Long Break Fun Times Man, Been a few days since I Posted last but, everything is going good! I don't miss the theater at all now, i have a few of those "flash backs" of old memories but i'm way better now than i have been in three years. Precious and I are great she admitted to really Loving me, which i'm glad she actually knows she does now lol. I've been hanging around gamestop the last few days, i think i might actually be getting that job there woohoo! Well i hope anyway but I dont see why the guy Joe won't like me, I've also been playing Enchanted Arms for the 360 that game is great. I modified my xbox so i can play anything and its fun. I also broke out some Okami for PS2 but i'm waiting to beat Enchanted arms first before startin Okami, these should keep me busy for a month or so. Also got Valkarie Profile 2, 'm going to play that after okami and once VP2 is done i'm going to play xenosaga 2 and 3 i need to catchup on those its starting to get close to the xenogears line!! Shit. OH well Yuka thinks i see her as an "asian" and not a woman so i guess tats why i've not been talking to her the last month, though last i checked i was treating her like a woman inviting her to hangout at movies and such and meeting my other friends. Damn those fucking anime otaku nerd for ruining new friends for me. Hopefully Taku doesn't thnk that i do this lol.. Well talk to you all later. Love you Precious :) Current Mood: accomplished (Comment on this)
Monday, September 25th, 2006
10:07 pm	A great day Well today started off as the normal "i'm lonley' day, well i slept with precious over the internet we try to do it as much as possible because we're not here to be with each other :(. Chet woke me up screaming into my headset saying "HI MATT HI MATT" but it was just "Chunky" the bear lol. anyway i had a crappy sleep but i didn't take my meds so i'm kinda feeling sick i wanna lay down but its waaayy to early. The last few days i've been lack on my sleep because i'm talking to precious late night lol. Precious and I are doing so well we're growing even closer now which is great, i love her and her family they're all really good people and I can't wait to meet the rest of them. I worked today and I talked to my friend john about the theater and the crap there and we decided that its not even worth trying to be good with people and that place, I cant trust liars thats just how it is and if i'm a "liar" then they started it because i never was before. I mentioned feeling lonely and such but John said i need to learn how to be individual not so social, i guess being ONLINE and playing MMORPGS for years and years and years caused me to be so talkative to people that i never really stayed by myself. Oh well it'll be alright, just like john and I said, i'm better than any of them there i'm getting a good education and i have a good job and once i graduate and get my certifications (which i'm going to try for soon) then i'll be making more a week than any of them make a month. That makes me feel really good :) the best revenge is success. My friend becky will ask one of her friends that works at EBGames if they're hiring, if i can get a job there that would be soooo great a good weekend job and a fun nerd place to hangout lol. Current Mood: chipper (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 24th, 2006
6:12 pm	Longest Weekend Ever Longest Weekend ever. I've done nothing but just lie around and do nothing lol, I'm pretty much recovering from my "loss" feeling but it still kicks in every once in a while. I figured out its not the theater that I really miss, its Precious; the theater just really weakened my state because now i have nothing to keep my mind off of precious now that she's gone. I hope i can comeup with another job soon because damn lol, or maybe i'll spend the weekends at the library and study and do hw. I'm starting to be incontrol of my stress and my head, forget stupid ass medication I can deal with all this myself!! As for wow i'm still playing a bit but i'm heading back to FF11 i think but who knows for sure what i'll be doing. Well talk to you all later :) Current Mood: blah (Comment on this)
12:36 am	Just going nuts on this today Though i'm really excited i'm away from the theater for good now and open to new opportunities with my life I feel soooo lonely. Leaving a job of 3 years is really really hard. Imagine leaving a GF of 3 years and feeling so abandonded and lonely, thats how i feel. But i really realized i can not take advantage of the things i have in my life especially the girl that cares about me and tha ti care about. Dont ever take advantage of anyone especially your friends, they are everything in the world to you. But also remember your friends can be your worst enemy. And i would also like to say the phrase "Bro's before Hoe's", since nobody but me seems to go by that line!! And this is for precious, you're the greatest MWAH. Precious is a great girl i hope you all get to meet her someday! Current Mood: lonely (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 23rd, 2006
1:39 am	And its the end. "look i like u.. i relaly do. A LOT! i love thinking about youbeing in my life. but if we ever have a fam, i dont want our children having medical problems." -Precious Enough said. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, September 22nd, 2006
10:15 pm	Another day, another story. Well Friday is done, it was an average day at the theater with Gabe, we watched jackass #2 in the booth it was pretty funny. The stuff these people do, i just dont know what to say lol, this guy maade this horse cum in a fake horse vagina and they drank the horse's sperm. The funniest was where this guy dressedup like an old lady and put on fake saggy tits and walked around talking to people lol. Mike was shooting me with a plastic BB gun, he only hit me once the other times he failed it was funny though i'm gonna get him back though with my 10 bullets a second Uzi lol, he should be in jackass because thats the type of stuff he does. Nate told mike to come in saturday at 9:00 with scott, nate and mike were going in along with me to "learn". I think its total bullcrap and I dunno what he has planned, but I did findout i'm covered under the americans with disablities act so i'm going to see what i can do with that. Mike has an interview at Kohl's for a inventory guy, so i'm going to apply there too and see if i can try out for the computer department. I like starting at opening places because we can mold and meet new friends but its hard. Today I stopped talking to Precious, I miss her...... I just hate the circumstances we're under I wish we could just be normal and be happy without worries of being away or problems. I think I should just move on and let her deal with whatever but i just cant i care about her too much and she means everything to me. She is the best girl i've ever known in my life and I dont want to leave her and I hate it when i hurt her but we both hurt each other.. She says the last thing she wants to do is hurt me but she is right now because we're not talking and she has to be spaced. I dont get what she means by having her space but just going out and doing whatever without me included, i dont see how she can think what her problems are... Oh well I hope things will work out. (Comment on this)
1:28 pm	Sigh Yesterday was a crap day for me again. I felt sick as hell I dont know if the Burger King I had was bad or what, but i felt like I had a fever with cold sweats and crap. I found out Nate was telling everyone that HE told me to give those work shifts to Mike, which is utterly UNTRUE because I want to get the hell away from that place and into a job that means something. I think he doesn't want anyone to know that one of his longest and most important workers is on the way to leaving the place and that he really has nobody good and trained enough to replace me. But it's his own fault for being a liar which of course he says he is not. I called a couple computer places here but nobody is accepting student workers, I'm going to ask around some more but i have a year of technician experience so someone will be ok with it. Precious and I talked again lastnight, she has alot of "issues" to deal with, she really cares about me and all that stuff but she doesn't know whats wrong and she wants to have her "space". So she wants to go an unknown amount of time without talking to me, it was nothing I did i'm a "great guy that deserves better" she says, but she wants to not talk to me? Now I have to sit here waiting to find out what she is going to decide, I dunno I think i should just move on, I try my hardest with her but theres always something stupid that pops up and she gets irritated with. She can't do the longdistance shes too much of a physical need person (no not sexual) and its going to only be a few months more before she gets back here, but she keeps thinking it will be long. But i tell her if she really cares she will work out, he response is always "if its meant to be its meant to be". That just gives me the feeling that she wont get back and will just not want to be. So I don't know what to do but i dont have my hopesup and i'm not expecting the answer I want to here, so i'm going to spend this time deciding if i should just move on or stay.. I don't know.. (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 21st, 2006
4:13 pm	World of warcraft. Well i've been playing WOW for the last few days again with people from work and its fun. I have my 60 NightElf priest in a guild now and i got two epic pieces, they're the head and feet of the prophecy gear its so great! I'm also working on my PVP only undead priest on Zul'jin, all i have her doing is AB for the exaulted staff but thats going to take me FOREVER to get lol. This is the only part of my life right now thats happy lol well besides the college, i'm a downer right now but i just feel so hurt by stuff going on i just dont know what to do. I'm not suicidal or anything but I just dunno what to do in my life. I applied at like 10 other jobs and bestbuy's geek squad still no word on anything from them, I need to get out of the theater its not good for my health at all and it just causes me undue stress. Plus its a dead end job and i'm not going to be one of those losers with no education working as a theater manager or hell anytype of deadend job when i'm 30 so time to get the work done! i'm going for certification exams next month and i'm learning networking thanks to Tim from the college he's the network technician and he's a great guy, gave me a patchpanel and alot of ports to make a better house network lol. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 6th, 2006
10:47 am	ugh Aside from missing fafnir lastnight because i had to go to the doctor things are going ok i guess. I found out the sore i have in the back of my throat is infectious and it could possibly be from my hiatial hernia in my stomach. So i get to take two medications for that, then i get put back on anti anxiety medication lol. Hopefully this shit will clearup and i wont have to deal with it anymore ;(i have a long day of work and school ahead of me Current Mood: sick (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 5th, 2006
1:51 am	Here I am. Well here I am. I should have started a LJ 3 years ago but whatever! I finally beat Kingdom Hearts 2 yesterday, I got the ultimate weapon and tried to take on sephiroth at level 63 but that shit didn't work out right lol. Today we did dynamis jeuno which i did for the firsttime and finally got the clear for. I also got bard af2 boots and drk af2 pants (which i wont be wearing for a long long while). At fafnir today (which TC got) i somehow accidently diaed a darter and killed half myalliance with the links when i DCed. I felt like such a newb and i was so embarassed lol. oh well! Current Mood: mellow (Comment on this)